Unbearable Pain: A Personal Fight With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headaches
It was a dreary weekday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense sensation bloomed behind my one eye. This was followed by rapid shocks, similar to lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the discomfort subsided and then returned with increased force. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and once more in spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-on pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP finally referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically begin with intense discomfort behind a single eye that lasts for several hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and males are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically start with sudden, severe pain around a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal bouts; others have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered 64% of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the figure dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to many triggers, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often interpreted her attacks as drunken episodes. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.
Still, the inability to organize daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described across history. “The first account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Historical medical texts suggest bizarre treatments for what some experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a distinct disorder, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European physician who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by global headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel that supplies blood to the head. Prominent experts in diagnosing the disorder explain this.
In 1998, scientists published the findings of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, published in a major medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple operations before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which side do symptoms occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode passed.
Official guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the attacks of well-known individuals.
But consultant neurologists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined clinical process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Brief cycles with infrequent attacks are handled with abortive treatment alone. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The national guidelines need updating to reflect a